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| tootZ~! |
| 07.02.04 (6:15 am) [edit] |
im sooo bored . . . bout to go out to eat w/ my rich grandma. it's her bday, shes 70 something. lolz she's cool though, unlike my other grandma (on my dads side) . . . but thats in 2 hours ! i could of slept more =[
i had an intresting dream earlier. welp... it was kinda a daydream thing =x cos i was awake, and nodded off a wee bit . . . but woo. it was weird. like normally i sneak out of my house for mark and mary, and mark was all over me, mmk... so we were walkin to marys neighborhood, and my mom was like "kyra come here" (this is in the middle of the night . . . ) and so me and mark hid behind a truck cos mary had already went behind the house in her place... and so i walked up and went to the side of my house and looked up (two stories) and she was like "what do you think you're doing? you don't have the phone do you?" and i said "no" and she went back to bed . . .
oh well how weiRd. but i'll look into that later... i do so love all these little intresting things ^.^ i want to go buy more wicca / dream / horoscope books ! they're so neat. idk it's like soda pop. im an addict! its soo intresting to learn all this stuff, and do it. and it happen. idk i believe all that weird stuff =D
when i get back home im going to ; spend more one on one time with mikeh ^.^ since he seems to be bummed i hardly talk to him =x & make a new header . . . yeah, i've been thinkin bout some stuff sincei have so much spare time, lolz, and im gunna change it AGAIN...
hehe ! well . . . not much else to write bout, so Later foLks. ~! =x
muchO lOve aLwayZs . . .
kyraanne * xo
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| changes =x |
| 06.29.04 (7:03 am) [edit] |
welp, i was just thinking about this last night ... im on vacation in michigan at the moment, but taurus' (me) aren't suppose to adapt to changes too well. well, i don't know, but it feels like i can just act like someone totally different, when im someplace else.
the ability to adapt to someone else's life, as if you've never had one of your own, seems so easy to me. it's like one of those "forgive AND forget" i don't know. there's so many people who bring up the past to taunt someone... because they're still hurt by it.
me, i forgive but it takes awhile... because i feel as if, if you get mad at them, they deserve having you mad at them. sorry (lolz mike) doesn't cut it sometimes. it truly doesn't. i know that, cos i've done stuff that sorry doesn't fix. it doesn't make them forgive you. they've got to do that on their own, and 5 little letters will not fix everything. being nice, doesn't fix everything either.
but my adapting to something else is so easy. it's as if i've always lived this life... maybe it's kinda because i hate my normal one so much, because of where i live, who i live with, etc (nothing against you mike, lolz mucho heart)
or maybe im just a "in the moment" type of person. i make things last minute. i finish things the last minute. it's more pressure, and im great under pressure. idk, it just feels as if, the life i was living not even last week, was just a movie i watched over and over ... because i know everything... yet it doesn't seem so real to me.
xxoo kyra anne
ps ; anyone know any birdie names ? im getting a bird ! =] yay ... another one, just hopefully this oen doesn't fly out the window =x damn things . . .
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| guess where im at ?! |
| 06.28.04 (1:55 pm) [edit] |
in michigan right now =] chichic!
oh well. post some. later =x
xxOo
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| »» qone aqain ! ! + pics (links) |
| 06.27.04 (5:18 am) [edit] |
welp . . . another vacation for 9-10 days. in michigan ! where i can just sit around and eat and watch tv and do whatever. leavinq today at 11-12
welL. im going to marine city, to help someone move (she's getting divorced . . . ) welL. im getting spa treatments, gym days, and whatever else. =] it's all free time for me basically. (and im not paying. what else is better?)
im leavinq today, and ill be home july 5-6 so have fun without me ! =o hehe.
okay. so i have more pictures (of me) ina cowboy hat ! how cute ! lolz. here ya gO . . .
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http://img36.photobucket.com/albums/v110/kyraanne/ cowboy/PHOT0027.jpg" title="http://img36.photobucket.com/albums/v110/kyraanne/ cowboy/PHOT0027.jpg" target="_blank"http://img36.photobucket.com/...
http://img36.photobucket.com/albums/v110/kyraanne/ cowboy/f6a747b4.jpg" title="http://img36.photobucket.com/albums/v110/kyraanne/ cowboy/f6a747b4.jpg" target="_blank"http://img36.photobucket.com/...
weLp. . .
hearT it ;; lOve aLwayZs * kyra Anne
Ps. =] michael ~ its k =] i shuld be able to qet online some at irene's . . . sLeep to your hearts consent. i'll be here ( well not exactly "here" but here for you ). . . aLways =] kissy face. -.- Later.
xxoo
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| new header ! =] |
| 06.24.04 (8:59 am) [edit] |
eeP! well, im not sure if this does the trick (i kinda like it, kinda don't) idk . . . i might make a diff one later today. depennnnnds on my mood ^.^
welp.. latee. post if you got comments on it =* their mucho appreciated ! BB
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| more pics =] |
| 06.23.04 (10:33 am) [edit] |
my retarded little brother, dwayne.
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me in niks army clothes ;o being stupid!
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aww ; me and dj =] x3 (and no, he isn't taller than me, i was leaning over...)
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| JAVA!!!! |
| 06.23.04 (9:31 am) [edit] |
haha.. maaaan i truley have no life...
right click on this page for me... pleeeeease =] its nothing bad, just tell me if it works ;o thank you !
and look at my title!!! (the part of you're window that tells you what it is)
isn't that neato ?! i thought so =D
post me if its working =]
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| how to make me =D |
| 06.23.04 (6:56 am) [edit] |
| How to make a kyra anne |
Ingredients:
3 parts anger
1 part courage
5 parts beauty |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add lustfulness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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| welp ! ;o |
| 06.23.04 (6:06 am) [edit] |
well... i'm going to michigan either saturday or monday .... i'll be up there till the 5 or 6. ;/
and today me and dj are gunna find out blowup boat, and we're gunna take it to the pondin our neighborhood, and take my dog with, and see if she can swim and whatnot.
also download psp8 at the moment, to see if i can make a new header for this =] and i'll change the colors once i fix the header.
mucho luva.
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| eep! new header! |
| 06.22.04 (7:24 am) [edit] |
eep. once i get jasc software up and running again (ahhh ! what a drag) i'mma make a new header ... and maybe side bg, if i can figure it out ... who knows. for the side, do you gotta be a pro tblog user? or do you just put in the url tag thing ? (i use photobucket !!) idk... so... yeah ! :D it's gunna be a diff style from my normal ones ;x hmm... but yup ! lattttter.
!!!! EDIT !!!!
im gunna add a different chat box on this!
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| PICTURES !!!! like 28 or so |
| 06.20.04 (11:32 am) [edit] |
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ok, heres me =D on sunday. before i left.
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this is tanner, veronica, me, and in front is james.
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this is me vero and tonya
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me and vero !!! =D
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this is eric (boy i had the hots for a couple yrs back.) he's also tylers brother, (got pics of ty) and kendras brother (got pics of her too!) they have a gorgeous family
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me vero and joey ... joey i haven't seen for a year and i tackled him when i saw him before i left camp ! =D
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cabin name =D
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my cabin... =x alot of them are 18 ... but yeah ^.^
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and this is curtis ! =D
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teen night, so everyone in this pic is 13 or older. we were upstairs waiting to be iniatied into the "meow meow" club... kinda lame, but anyways, i got a bucket of water dumped on my head... thats not everyone that was there, but everyone who wasn't iniated.
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STRAWBERRY (megan) my best friend... she's the blondie/red.... and keandra (erics sister)
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um mark day and john day getting ready to 'sumo' wrestle, even though them are twigs.
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mollie and tyler
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ok in back is tyler... then left to right is tanner, jesse, vero, tailor, mollie, and tonya.
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ok theres ty, tailor mollie vero me zach and daniele
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this is callie !!! (tanners sister... got a pic of him next)
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tanner... and no he's not gay, he was being "richard simmons" ;x
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corey =D keandras boyfriend =]
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mollie me and tailor
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tyler
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me and vero... lolz =]
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i love this pic ... they were bf/gf at the moment... vero didn't wanna smile... lolz
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ok this is tailors finger there.. then its mollie tonya me vero and jesse
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megan and kari ! =D
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mollie tonya vero and tailor =]
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me vero and jesse on the indogan sign ! =D
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| okay, pictures later. |
| 06.20.04 (10:24 am) [edit] |
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okay, my pictures are pretty big, so im going to resize the ones im going to post so they don't take up the whole screen okay ? =] i'll have a lot posted within an hour or so ! =D
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| BAM |
| 06.19.04 (7:26 am) [edit] |
IM HOME FROM CAMP. got about 80+ pictures so i'll post some as soon as i get them loaded !!!
mmm, now im going to bed, seeing i was in a car for 4 hours, up till 3am in walmart, and looking for some guy w/ veronica and heather, to go kick his ass. (literally) and up at 8am this morning, so !!!!!!!! bed. for me. ahhh. and a shower =D i smell... (yes i did take showers, but camp still smells...)
i'll give you all my camp things later =D
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| wah wah wah |
| 06.11.04 (9:15 am) [edit] |
okay. who cares. i fucking don't. im not over mike, even if he would love me to be. im not!. so who cares. he'll live. he'll hf this summer. won't even think of me. won't care. blah blah.
me neither.
HAH. i WISH i could believe that one.
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| mmhmm |
| 06.10.04 (12:53 pm) [edit] |
okay. so i got cleats + 2 soccer shirts + overalls. and stuff for camp. i SO can not wait till sunday rolls around ! im taking niks digi cam too so ! PICTURES DAMN STRAIGHT BITCHES. hahaha.
we got a new microwave too.
(oh edit!!!!!) i don't understand my new microwave. =x i want my old one =[ waaaaaaah waaaaaaah ! pos!
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| hehe =] |
| 06.09.04 (2:46 pm) [edit] |
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thought this was... rather touching. =x
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| microwaves |
| 06.09.04 (1:47 pm) [edit] |
so mine is a attempted murderer. well, not yet. but it will be =[
lolz, it's weirrrrd. it makes noise, then it catches on fire
and goes POP. scared the shit out of me. so, now we're looking foor a new one. fun stuff. oh well, i was bored so i decided to post that tidbit of stuff =/
<3mealways,>kyra
(laugh) oh yeah. im suppose to talk to my plants. no wonder they look so deprived... -.- =]
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| may =] |
| 06.09.04 (12:51 pm) [edit] |
*MAY*
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift
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| past times pain ? |
| 06.09.04 (10:50 am) [edit] |
so i'm fretting over what i need for soccer *groan* it's not like i've been away for it for THAT long. and yes my mind is elsewhere today, not on everything else.
butttttt im gunna die. im out of shape. my tummy is pudgy (im working on that shuddup). and i haven't ran in cleats for like a year. so... tonight im gunna be hurting. just hopefully, we don't have to run like 5 miles. i can b arely run 1 1/2 miles without dying.
i can't wait to get back to the weight room tho ! wee, i love it ! =] even tho im a puss who can bench 75lbs only. thats okay. i'll get up to 100 someday .... lolz oh yeah, shore thing kyra...
anyways. happy thoughts for today, and no times for doubting how things are. maybe.
it's time for food, methinks(or rather my tummy)
smiles =] <3always> kyra
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| so... |
| 06.08.04 (5:15 pm) [edit] |
yeah. so
at times i act like im okay with how things are with him
and at other times, i don't.
im so... complicated?
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| tRuth :-x |
| 06.08.04 (1:07 pm) [edit] |
"It still hasn’t sunk in yet. I haven’t totally realized that he’s pushed me
out of his heart forever, but I’m not sure I want it to hit me fully, yet,
because I know that, when it does, I will feel pain like nothing I have
ever felt before."
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| blAh |
| 06.08.04 (10:43 am) [edit] |
boy am i pathhhhetic. =x
(the answer would be ; yes indeed)
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| dingding |
| 06.08.04 (5:39 am) [edit] |
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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| fuck THAT. |
| 06.08.04 (5:31 am) [edit] |
forward hint : if you don't like cussing, stop now. if you don't want to hear someone bitch about a boy **lovelife gone downhill**, stop now. thats all. thanks.
okay. im fucking pissed off and upset. i was up at 4am, typing this nice big post, and my computer takes memory dump. not to mention i was blinded by the fabously bright computer screen.
so it's been a year since i've known him.
AND 3 NIGHTS SINCE HE... DUMPED me. i need a FUCKING VACATION.
im mad because of what he did and upset because i agreed with him. nicky i know you said it was right... -.- but it doesn't feel fucking right.
" don't let other people decide for you, because you have to live with the results " wah wah. you know i would of fucking begged him back too. but i cried my poor little kyra tears, and i said what i said.
im TIRED of acting like everythings OKAY. when its not even CLOSE. okay. yeah i want to yell his fucking brains out. because i don't know what i did AGAIN. but its him. oooooooo of courssse. dearie. pos. sorrie sorrie sorrie. i've no idea. i wish i had a gun so i can shoot shit. that might relieve my anger, a bit. -.- massacre my family, and then do something. idk. but for a gun i'd have to rob the cops house down the street, or in the next circle.
everything is NOT okay. if it was, i wouldn't be trying so hard to act like im not hurt. ' Love is pain, but pain is not love ' dum dum de dummmmmm. bang. GOD grrr. im so fucking pissed off and upset. id ont know. so yuh. i'm crying still, wee. and i can't help but think about all the shit.
i know we both miss each other. blahblah. even if he won't say it. I FUCKING SAID IT TOO. grrrrrrrr. he was all pissed cos i wouldn't say what i wanted to, and when i did, he shuddup and left. rawr rawr rawr. well, he said "k, bye" and left. nothing important.
"i don't think i should of asked you out in september even if i did enjoy everything between us" okay. no. i don't think so. no no no. GOD. someone needs to be slapped i think so. god. we ARENT EVEN gunna start on that. i've learned be sorrie for shit, but don't regret it. unfortunatly, i don't go with that. i regret what i did in dear old january. and im sorrie. and i said so.
im gunna go into fucking hysterics. maybe. i hate love. and it just needs to disapear. LAUGH. as if. i love it too. pos. just liek him. i want to fucking hate him, but nooo. i can't. he's all i think about. lalala. tis mike this mike that. "remember when" yeah. to myself. shuddup. im a loser. get the fuck over it. i already knew that shit.
I WANT MY FUCKING MICHAEL PHILLIP LETOURNEAU. okay. yeah. get over it. im not going to tell him, because hell end up reading this and will not care. because hee doesn't want me back. guys heads are so... wacko. yes. im being offensive to the whole fucking male sex. get OVER IT. grrrrr. im just bitch bitch bitch. and im glad. even though im still crying. but agggh! somebody shoot me hmm ?
"once trust is broken, it all goes downhill from there, and i cant put up with it anymore" okay. we won't start on this one either. how many times have i told you. if you didn't trust me, don't date me? a least a couple times now. and you up and did it, AND NOW YOU SAY IT. bang.
and i know he won't visit. he just won't. i don't know why. but i know it. -.- yeah...so... next please
"i really am sorry you have no idea and i hate myself for being the way i am" clue me on why you're sorrie, why i have no idea, and why do you hate yourself, and what WAY is that.
oh. and, something else but i forgot what it is at this moment, and i will clue u in once i have remembered.
anyways. im fucking pissed, and i want alcohol and of course we don't have anything. im going after food.
fuck you, buddy.
(no. this is not directed at any ONE person, just any person who is offended by anything i've said. i honestly. don't care. be mad. ooo. it doesn't matter. im a violent person, (( and if you want to yell at me about it. don't. its not my fault. it would be mikes. so don't start shit ))and i just acted like one. so. once more. fuck you.)
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| -.- :-x booooring. |
| 06.07.04 (1:43 pm) [edit] |
so today, i have not cried since this morning.
so, how do you act like your friends with someone when you've always been/acted like lovers ?
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